I'm just a little lonely today...I feel like life is just so blah these days..I go to work and come home...on the days I don't work, i am restless trying to find ways of entertainment. I don't feel much connection, in part because my friends are gone for vacation or live back east....and I am just a little depressed...

Everyone says enjoy being single, but I don't think they meant entirely single, solitary....this sucks...

then I am going through so many emotions...no one is around...I miss him, probably more than I should...and even my friends at home aren't available..I feel like I'm in some weird solitary confinement...meh